And the violent outburst are back

I am not saying I am innocent in all this at all I am hurt and angry and a smart mouth....but....

I stopped documented his nights away and such bc whether he works or doesn't it is every night he is there and home anytime between 1 and 4 on the mornings I work.

He isback to his angry. On Sunday he was loud and nsty threathening taking the kids and everything.

So this morning he came home at 4 for me to go to work and said he had a horrible headache. Fast forward to 1030 when I get home he had gone back to bed and was sleeping. So I let him be. I went to the bank,picked up a prescription and got us both some subs. As I am pulling up he is calling I answer he says 'where the hell did you go' so I immediately have attitde back and said I was literally pulling up to the house in 10 seconds. Figurng ill tel him when I get inside

He meets me in the kitchen and is angry I didn't tel him where I went didn't leave a note, just jumping down my throat. I put him sub and olives on a plate and said 'this was for you if your hungry' and by now I'm pissed becausehe leaves all the time and doesn't care or say anything. So I went to the bank whoa.

He asks again why I didn't leave a note or anything. I said 'look I didn't even do anything wrong today...' he cut me off talking about it being bullshit and he doesn't want shit from me and teling me to fuck off....then swipes out of the kitchen throwing a house phone on the floor breaking it. Then goes upstairs, bitxhing and pissed towards me the whole time.

I followed him and asked what did he say and he said leave me the fuck alone. I went to explain look I thought it seemed he still didn't feel good and thought he would want to eat. By now he is sitting on his desk. And he pounds with all his weightand both fists...he keeps pounding the desk and saying leave me alone leave me the fuck alone. He pounded the desk so hard he brought the whole keyboard shelf part right off.

He hasn't been this violently angry in a while. I walked away downstairs and just stayed quiet and out of his way. After a few minutes he got up did some stuff upstairs then left without a word. I assume he may have left to work at 1 but not sure.

Now I am afraid because these outburst aew when he decides to treathen me with taking the kids or having them meet her and such. And reminding me he can take it all. Hehasnt gotten his papers yet and I didn't think before right now to go pick up my copies s I have them if he does try taking the kids even just to see her.