Sunday, April 3, 2011

I hate feeling so stupid

Great so he leaves then comes back just before midnight to pick a fight with meabout how I don't have the right to use all his shit hat is his that he bought.......

Flood gates open and everything flashs to me. Like how last week I was weak and hell I want sex too. So I gave in we had sex and I rather enjoyed it. Even so I feel sleep, the best sleep I have had through all this. It was a small nap. Don't you know SHE has to call even tho she knows I am off work and probably home. So next he tells me what every girl wants to hear after sex and relaxation.....'if I knew what time it was, id of left the room'.

Yea wow so not only am I pissed a myself for giving in having sex and letting go a lil. I'm pissed because now, not only does his schedulerevolve around her but I see that mine has to too. Whethr he and I fight fuck out with kids or whatever I now know she will call around 9-930 then agin 1130-1200 and not to mention when ever she wants thru the evening.

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